One of the worse feelings ever is being replaced . I hate when that shit happens . Honestly it comes around my way so often but it sucks so bad every time . Like how you can be such close friends with someone , not necessarily have feelings for each other , just good friends you can always talk to , make jokes , and just get mad at each other here and there but it’s okay cause shit happens and you guys make up and just continue on . Then then all of a sudden they find a boyfriend and you slowly begin to nudge out of their lives . You guys rarely even talk anymore when a week before you were talking every night . You start to question what happened , maybe I was a bad friend ? But it really fucking sucks knowing that my friend isn’t talking to me anymore because I was replaced , they found someone else to talk to . I mean even if it was a boyfriend I understand but that doesn’t mean I have to nudge out of their life ? Guess I was just a bad friend that I couldn’t keep that friendship strong enough . I guess , I should be sorry . But I really do hella miss these kids . Missing how everything was back in the day when we were actually friends . Now we’re rather more an acquaintances . It sucks . But then again , I wasn’t the one who let go .