I don’t know what to do anymore . All people ever do is fucking talk and apparently I’m always in the center of their shit , never with a reason though . I’m told I’m too negative but there’s nothing to ever look forward to . I always get the worse side of things . Honestly I don’t remember when I’ve actually had happiness . It’s always only momentary . I don’t even know who’s legitimately got my back in shit because I have so many shady ass people on my ass all the time . Nothing ever works out for me in the end anyways . No support , no friends , all I have is music to turn to . It doesn’t even make sense why I always get the bad things in my life . What did I ever do . . Story of my fucking life . Shit sucks .