Sooo I’m trying to do my fucking financial aid shit so I can get it out of the way and get to practice for tomorrow and what not . Also trying to get ready for work at the same time . But apparently I can’t even finish it anymore . My dad broke my desktop that I fucking bought with my own money that was 900 a few months back when I wasn’t home . Then tried to fix it . And then fucking threw it away . That computer had EVERYTHING on it . Music , Family pictures of when we were all a family and here , personal info , all my passwords and shit to EVERYTHING , AND MY TAXES . And he just threw it all away . I could have kept the fucking hard drive to extract my stuff . But now I can’t even finish my fourms .

Fuck VA . I can’t stay home worth anything . The fuck am I still doing here .

Cause I’m the only one that’s gonna work myself through fucking college since my dad doesn’t fucking give a shit . He definitely isn’t gonna help me through this shit .