Day 1

10) I’m done with you . Fuck you . I’ve never known the true meaning of hating someone until you showed me . When I’m gone I hope you give your bullshit to someone else that can handle it because I won’t settle for it . Never going to turn back to you . I never got along with you . I never will , but I’m completely fine with that . I don’t need you . Fuck off . Thanks . C.H.

9) I’m also done with you . I’ve never had any sort of support from you . I’m sorry I was never good enough for you . Never reached your expectations . You always hated things that I did or you just complained and yelled at me about why wasn’t it done better . I’m sorry I’m not like my brother . I’m not your ideal child . I apologize for being myself and setting my own standards . A.H

8)You , I don’t even know why I’m writing about you . You’ve definitely changed from the girl that I once knew . You were just the chillest girl back in the day that I shared everything to , vise versa . Oh well , people change . I enjoyed the time we spent together . All those times where I picked you up after school , the beach , froyo runs , the park , smoothies , just walking around and just chillin like no other . It was always the little things that I liked . But those days are done . Now all you do is talk trash and ignorance . I really don’t like you for how you talk down on my crew and my fam . You know nothing about them . Nothing more to say . We’re just moving on in life . I’m moving on with or without you . You say I have too much pride because I can never hit you up first , but for the past year , I’ve ALWAYS been the one to do so . I just recently stopped because I wanted to see if you would do it . Guess not . Oh well . I really don’t care for you anymore haha . Thanks for the memories though , it was fun while it lasted . C.B. (I don’t even remember your full name anymore . That’s how bad it is . And I have good memory . . Just saying)

7) I miss you . I really do . I’m sorry I didn’t get to spend more time with you . Thank you for looking after me and raising me . I was the only grandchild that you actually didn’t mind . I know how you dislike children , but you had that feeling towards me . I know you don’t understand english but I’m sure you understand clearly of what I’m trying to say . I remember the day that I got the message . It was the last time that I truly shed tears , 3 years ago . Rest In Peace . H.L.

6)Dude . I can’t believe you’re gone off to college . these past 7 years have been nothing but great memories . I remember back in 6th grade when we first met with our crew . Just going out and play football all day everyday . Summer days with basketball and angels and devils . Damn , I hella miss those days . Nothing like the old days . Before people started to change and move away . Sucks that we never got that cover down before you left . We’ve both been pretty busy lately . Good luck at VCU though bro . W.E.Y.

5)You’re leaving soon bro . We’ve been through a lot . You’re actually a really good friend , you just gotta treat girls better . Stop thinking the wrong way , it’s not right . But we’ll always be there for each other That’s how it always works out . Mutual respect for each other . Good luck in the military and stay safe . A.R.S.

4) Good luck in college and life . Maybe one day our lives with cross again . Til that day comes I wish the best for you all . If not , then thank you for participating in the story of my life . You all have pieced together who I am today . General statement to all friends/acquaintances from the past .

3)My second family . In so many ways you’re more family to me then my biological ones . But who said family has to be biological right ? I know we’re gonna be going somewhere with our lives . When we get to Cali and everything is where we want it to be , I’ll be right there with you . You’re definitely like a brother no doubt . I’m grateful . C.L.P.

2)You overdo it a lot but I guess that’s what family does . We get on each others nerves but it’s all good . We got so many good times of us just being stupid . Like today on the drive on . Dang I was so weak . I couldn’t even breathe at one point cause I was laughing so hard . You have a bright future ahead of you . Just don’t anyone hold you back from that . I don’t know what it is about you but I really do enjoy your company even if we’re just sitting there . Second fam for real . D.G.J.

1)Obviously . Saved you for last . I don’t even know why to be honest . I’ve only spoken with you several times but you just seem to be such a down to earth person . I don’t even know why you’re on my mind so much . Even in my dreams a few times . Recently your name has been popping up out of no where . It just happens . I wish I could get to know you better but you just seem to be so busy and I don’t know how to come at a way where I don’t seem to be just a bother . And definitely I don’t wanna be all creeper status so I give you space . But it’s just so hard to come in contact with you , and when I do I just get star struck . And that doesn’t happen often with me . It’s just something about you that’s different . When I talk to you , it just makes my day . I donno . Maybe I’m still naive or ignorant . Call it stupid but I can’t control it either . Hopefully , I can get to know you better while you’re not busy with school or working so much . You seem to have a lot to do and on your mind . But til that time comes , I’ll just sit off to the side and wait . J.P.